Monthly Archives: June 2013

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rant.

firstly, before i type anything, i wanna just make it reallyyyy clear that i TOTALLY trust u, i trust that u wont fall for him or wtv, i trust that u wont do anything wrong at all. all i wanted was to protect u darling.

the moment u asked me whether u can wish him happy bday, my blood ran cold, literally. the first thing that popped into my mind: he’s gonna start thinking he can flirt with you again, and he’ll try to gain ur sympathy so he can talk to u and eventually flirt with u again. so i rejected that idea. all i wanted was to protect u from him, i cant stand the thought of this disgusting guy flirting with u and disrespecting u totally. as i’ve said before, i dont like it at all that flirts think they can talk to u and flirt with u, cuz i hate it when these disgusting freaks think that u are the type of girl that can be flirted with. i know u arent at all, and u wont ever think of this cuz u are just nice, too nice to everyone, including ppl who dont give u respect. so yea. all i wanted to do, was to protect u i swear. nth else at all. its not that i dont trust u, i REALLY trust u completely. i seriously hate it that flirts can actually be given a chance to even think that they can even flirt with u. the way they work is like this: they flirt with this girl they just knew. flirting for god knows how long till they get bored. but in ur case, i put a stop to this and didnt let him flirt with u. so theres this period of ignoring. he’ll be wondering what happened, of course he wouldnt think that u dao him cuz he’s a flirt. flirts never think that they are flirts, they just see girls as objects they can flirt with to have fun. so yea. he would be thinking, whats wrong? so he would have this sudden shock, and start to try to regain ur trust and sympathy, so he can continue flirting with u. its easy to act ke lian and get ur sympathy…… his reply “nobody is celebrating with me ):” was obviously an attempt to gain ur sympathy and get u to talk to him abt this, cuz he knows u’re a nice girl and u would show concern that he has nobody to celebrate with.(he’s a flirt so i have zero sympathy for him, the most likely reason nobody celebrates with him is cuz girls would see him as a flirt and so would not treasure the friendship with him, and guys would see him as a flirt who spends so much time with girls and ignores the guys. trust me, the reason he has no close friend is cuz he is a flirt, cuz flirts never view ppl as real and important, all they give ppl is a moment’s attention when they think its fun to flirt with this person. dont needa sympathize cuz who asked him to wanna be a flirt?) then he would talk to u abt this, and he can gain ur trust again and continue flirting without u even knowing. thats why i didnt allow u to continue the second or third message. u’re far too nice, i know this and i know that u wont really see as much as i see cuz yea, it may not have happened or it may not be that clear…. the message i want to send to him is: back off, this girl isnt someone u can flirt with, she doesnt want to be flirted with. i know u would feel that im overthinking and being overprotective, but really, this IS what goes on in the mind of a guy…. the reason i want u to totally cut off contact with him is just purely cuz i know how a guy would think and how he would try to make u sympathise with him and get to flirt with u again, thats why i do what i do. all i want to is to protect u dear…. i know and understand totally that u’re just trying to be nice, wanting to wish a friend happy bday, but really really really, i cant emphasize on how much that he would see it as another way round, he would see it as a signal that he can talk to u and flirt with u again. and yea, i totally trust u dear, i swear…

sorry for being insecure, overprotective and an overthinker, really hope that u can understand that what i can see is from a guy’s point of view, and all i want is to protect u from this flirtish guy. no worries, i wont be making u cry tmr, all i want is for u to stay safe.

what’s done has been done, i understand totally that all u wanted was to be nice and wish a friend happy bday. sorry if u felt that i dont trust u, its totally not that, its just that i want to protect u dear. alright, hope u dao him totally from now onwards, cuz i foresee that he will try to gain ur sympathy and use his spamming harrassing methods on u again, if he thinks that u’re nice to flirt with. so yeaaaa, just dao bah πŸ™‚ stay safe dear πŸ™‚

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P.S. im not emo or what, im just worried thats alllllllllll :/ all in all, just ignore him no matter what and things will be fine πŸ™‚ trust me cuz i’ve NEVER ever did or thought of doing anything to harm u at all dear.

Say L.O.V.E.

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But our love is true & perfect πŸ˜‰

Sudden urge to blog! πŸ˜‰ hahha shall blog abt ytd πŸ˜‰ went on a date with bb after soooo long ytd hahaha WELCOME BACK TO SG DARLING GIRL HAHAHAH πŸ˜‰ went to bedok kbox! πŸ˜‰ omg damn ex ytd but okay money spent on bb is always well spent πŸ˜‰ hahaha I SANG UNTIL MY VOICE NO MORE!!!!! Haaha but enjoyed singing for bb hehehe Hahaha and i realise we’ve really come DAMNNNN far as a couple!!! πŸ™‚ we really know each other quite well ardy, and we’re super comfortable with each other πŸ™‚ like i can ardy feel us taking tiny steps towards our future life tgt hahaha im serious!!!! πŸ˜‰ i can totally imagine living tgt with bb next time and growing old with her hahaha πŸ˜‰ just cant waitttt ;)but ya so glad we took the risk 18+months ago πŸ™‚ i’m so lucky to have met and fallen in love with bb and hopefully i can keep bringing her joy cuz she’s one of the few things thati havent regretted in my life! πŸ™‚ though our rs may be filled with ups and downs (ups are so much more than downs) but im so glad we’ve never given up on each other πŸ™‚ a rs is supposed to be like this; we fix wtv is broken, not abandon it and start sth new with another person. Just so blessed that i have bb hahaha i just know i wont ever want another girl ever again πŸ™‚ though i know my flaws would be that im insecure and overprotective, but ohwell thats normal righttt hahaha! So glad bb understands why i do what i do, just rmb that iwont ever choose to harm u dear, wtv i do, even though its not what u like sometimes, its all to protect u πŸ™‚ the last thing i would want to see is to see bb get hurt!!!! HHahah so looking forward to bb’s bday, our 2nd year and vday πŸ˜‰ slowly gathering ideas for these special ocassions hahaha i can actually picture a perfect vday ardy πŸ˜‰

Hahah thats all from me! πŸ˜‰ just blessed, blessed beyond words πŸ™‚ love you sweetheart







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We took a risk and look how far we’ve come now

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Yes you are πŸ˜‰

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Post for the princess <3

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Its been sooooo long since i blogged!!!!! HAHAHA damn lazy to blog and somebody asked me to update. So HI MY ONE AND ONLY READER HAHHAHA!
THis week has been boringggg cuz its mugmugmug daily like omgggg sian max! And bb is overseas so omg double the boredom and lovesickness ;( hahahaha but vvv glad bb is gonna be back TODAYYYY πŸ˜‰ HAHAH MISS HER SO MUCHHHH!!!! πŸ˜‰ oh i recently started working on my packs hahah so i am on a diet!!!! πŸ˜‰ say hi to sexy packsss πŸ˜‰ AND THAT GIRL ACTUALLY BOUGHT A BIKINI OMG WANT MAKE ME NOSEBLEED ISIT!!! BADDD HAHAHAH! Sooo looking forward to tmr’s dateee hahahh wanna hear what bb did over at philippinesss and hopefully we can go kbox ah i damnnn long nvr sing for my princess ardy >
Hahahaha okay now for random stuff! πŸ˜‰ started to teach bb for gp just before her exam, like omggg damn rush HAHAHA but ohwell i think she can get 20+ this time and get her rewards!!! πŸ˜‰ idk why but i have absolutely zero patience in teaching ppl but somehow when it comes to bb i just manage to suddenly find so much more patience and motivation to teach her!!! She’s damn cute when learning also HAHAHA will always daydream one! Just cute max i swearrrr! πŸ˜‰ why is my girl so cuteee hahahah! Okay will teach bb for gp till her As and hopefully she can get B or A πŸ˜‰ hahahha! And bb RMB UR REWARDS FOR MYEEE HAHAHAH damn alot of money gonna get burnt by me @.@ hahahaha! Jc life has been real tiring i guess and im becoming like some panda! But ohwell i am not a girl so doesnt matter that much πŸ™‚ hahahah! And omggg i am turning 18 soon like SO FAST! I am finally becoming so old hahahha BECOMING A MAN!!!! Quite looking forward to adulthood πŸ™‚ hahhah! But i dont quite want the year to end so fast toooooo cuz i’ll surely miss the times spent in sch with bb 😦 sigh gonna miss her so much when im in NS ;( hahahah okay i think thats all for this update BB STH FOR U TO READ LIAO AH HAHAHAHHA! πŸ˜‰ wait maybe i shall compose sth impromptu for bb now.

“Your smile is like my happypill, ever so cheery. Your eyes, they sparkle with the innocence of a child. Your head, though it’s huge, but i love it πŸ™‚ You exude charm with your every action. Cuteness is at your fingertips like you’re the source of all cuteness in the world. Lovable as you are, i want to continue protecting you, and loving you forever. Be my princess even in old age, will you?”